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Sunday, August 15, 2010

Day 08 @ 8/15/2010 05:11:00 PM

Short term goals for this month and why

I hate setting goals for myself, mostly because I always seem to fail to reach them, so to save the disappointment I just never set them. This may be more of a long term goal, but I think because it needs to be dealt with over time it can also be short term. I just want to be a better person. I've come to the realisation that I'm really not that great, I don't have any special talents. I'm not super smart, I'm not creative, I'm not a good cook or really athletic. I'm not super nice, all I seem to contribute sometimes is the occasional sarcastic comment. I don't have many life changing passions, I don't fight for any causes. I don't really have any responsibilities in my life, I don't do anything. I go to university and also church once a week. That's it. I don't want to feel like a failure but it's rather difficult at the moment for me not to. Have you ever felt that you just don't seem to make much of an impact on the world? Like someone else could live your life better than you? So that's enough of my depressive rant, hopefully I can achieve my goal.

Until next time fellow humans....


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