Day 2 - Your Crush

Dear Crush;
Well considering that your identity is a secret, and probably always will be, I think it's best to keep this letter completely anonymous. I fully realise that if anyone ever knew your identity, I would be laughed at and mocked, but I just want you to know that I don't care. I find you completely charming and irresistible regardless of what the others think. I want you to know that I don't care if anyone ever understands, because I understand myself. Perhaps keeping you to myself for so long has been a mistake, but it's probably easier that way, because I hope you never find out how I feel. I know that these feelings would never be mutual, and the awkward conversations and disaster that would surely follow would not be worth it (because I know that it would not be reciprocated). I don't care about the age gap either, I know I probably should, but I think you're worth it. To me, age is simply a number. Plus, I'd rather date someone older, I refuse to date anyone younger than me. Of all the secrets I've kept hidden from the world, you are probably the greatest, this is one thing that no one would understand. But I want you to know that I think you are worth so much more than people would ever think you are. You make me laugh more than anyone else I've ever met, and I can't help but smile whenever I'm with you. Thank you for having laughs and jokes with me but never taking it too far. Thank you knowing the difference between joking and being cruel. Thank you for your infectious smile and giving me small moments of bliss. Thank you for buying my favourite biscuits that one time and keeping them between us. Thank you for not treating me like a child and talking to me as an equal. Thank you for your peculiar idiosyncrasies and quirks, they are some of my favourite things about you. I don't think they can be your flaws if I like them so much. Thank you for making me happy, even if I know that we'll never be together, being with you or near you makes me indescribably content. Thank you for being the crazy, amazing and wonderful individual that you are. Thank you for being you.
Sincerely, Eleanor.

Until next time fellow humans....

eleanor, a 20 year old Australian. I'm introverted, socially awkward, a bit of a wallflower and prefer the company of books. I write and live in a fantasy land. I believe in love in all its forms. Harry Potter changed my life. My patronus is a unicorn.

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