Day 10 - Someone You Don't Talk To As Much As You'd Like ToDear Someone I don't talk to as much as I'd like to
Jeez I miss you! I hate that I don't see you everyday, I hate that our relationship has had to change this year. I hate that now we have to wait every couple of months to see each other. I hate that our lives are walking separate paths and I'm changing as a person. Don't misunderstand me, I'm happy and grateful to be maturing and doing life, but I hate that it means leaving parts of my life behind. I hate that you no longer know everything going on in my life. I hate that every time I now see you I have to update you on 6 months of my life, as opposed to 24 hours like before. I hate that there are others who are in a way living my old life, I hate that that part of your life had to go on without me.
I love you, you mean so much to me. I feel so blessed to have had you in my life all these years. Thank you for the countless laughs and good times. Thank you for your wicked sense of humour and for understanding mine. Thank you for always looking out for me and for having my best interests at heart. Thank you for your wisdom and listening ear and for always supporting me. Thank you for not being afraid to use 'tough love', even when I hated you for it. Thank you for the times that you held me while I cried and for never giving up on me. Thank you loving me even when I said horrible and hurtful things to you. Thank you for everything that you are to me. I've always had better relationships with those older than me, so that fact that we had the relationship that we had is of no surprise to me. I think it's safe to say that I miss you the most out of everybody.
Sincerely, Eleanor
Until next time fellow humans....
