Day 15 - The Person You Miss The MostDear The person I miss the most
I miss who you used to be and what our relationship used to mean. I miss your old personality and priorities. I miss how well you used to treat others and how kind you used to be. I miss the old you, especially before you turned into a self-absorbed dick head. I miss the good times we had together and how carefree we used to be. I miss being innocent and not having a care in the world. I miss being totally oblivious to the problems of the world and never fully realising that people could hurt you. I hate that I can't trust anything you say, I hate that you lie constantly. I hate that you're constantly looking for attention, I hate that it always has to be about you. I hate that you always act better than me, even though you're definitely not. I hate how you never think about the consequences of your actions, you only live in the moment. I hate how I can't trust you any more, I hate that I can't talk to you about everything like I used to be able to.
I wish that things didn't have to be the way they are between us, but I really don't see another option. I wish that you could be the person I want you to be, I wish that you could be you again. I wish that you weren't all of the bad things listed above, I wish you could be that amazing person again. I just hope you're happy, and for good reasons. I hope that you realise what you are doing to yourself and to those that love you. I really hope you look back and see your mistakes, I hope you learn from them. I really truly do.
Sincerely, Eleanor
Until next time fellow humans....
You're the third guy :(
