What do you do when something feels so right but you know it's wrong? How are you meant to act when for the first time everything makes sense, but not in any of the ways you expected. They say that we're drawn to people for a reason, but what if they're not the right kind of people. How can something that feels so right and normal be wrong? Sometimes I hate being left alone with my thoughts, sometimes all I do is go in a continual circle of confusion and the more circles I make, the deeper I get into this ditch. But what if I don't want to be pulled out? Can I help it if I'm happy where I am. And in all honesty, even if I was thrown a rope, and even if I did take it, I don't think it would work. And I don't think I'd take it. I think that the longer things are apart of your life, the more natural they feel, no matter how screwed up it may be. But just because it feels right now, doesn't mean it will in the future, and it doesn't make it healthy. But is it worth potentially causing people you love pain or ruining your future? Maybe it's time for you to be selfish and stop giving a shit what people think. Or maybe you really should ask for that rope. This post probably made no sense to anyone, it's just me thinking out loud.
Until next time fellow humans....
