The lily means, "I dare you to love me". If you can tell me where that line comes from without having to google it or use imdb or anything else, I will pretty much be your best friend. And I do, I dare you to love me. Because right now I feel rather unlovable. I'm not acting 'emo' or depressed, I'm just recognising that I realise that some of my choices are going to make me mighty unpopular with people. People who I care about. So you've said that you'll stick by me through everything and stand by my side no matter what, but do you actually mean it? You've never had to prove yourself on this level before, and I don't want to doubt you, but I can't help it. Please still love me. Please.
Until next time fellow humans....
