So one of the things in life that amuses and interests me the most is human emotions, especially emotions of love/lust that are directed at members of the opposite sex. Lately I've been contemplating and mulling over past love interests and crushes, reminiscing on failed attempts (haha) and embarrassing confessions and displays of affection. And I found it very intriguing that there was a certain person (who shall remain anonymous) who is eternally stuck in my mind. He was the one creature in my past that I can honestly say I found perfect, and even as I think about him now, I can't recall any of his flaws. That is probably partly due to the fact that I saw him through rose coloured glasses from almost the instant we met, but that's beyond the point. As time progressed, my feelings grew, I not only regarded him as an incredibly attractive individual, but also as a sweet and caring human who had the ability to make me laugh like no other and always treated me as an equal. We could always talk on the same level, and not only just about surface issues. It makes me happy just to think about him, and I wish we hadn't lost touch. If I had to label any of my past crushes as 'being in love', he would've been the one. I really wish we were still apart of each others lives. But alas, time moves on and so do people. People leave, change and develop, sometimes only leaving remnants of their old selves behind. And then you find people to more than fill the void left by any absences.
Emotions really are an interesting creation.
Until next time fellow humans....
